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Mommy vs Employee

Days I'm reminded that only God's strength allow the job(s) to get done.  Well let us began with my morning.....I rise and began to follow the normal routine of preparing clothes, toothpaste on toothbrush and so forth.  Twins rise and I discover that one of them has a horrible looking rash all over is tummy and chest, upon further search it is also on his back.  Yes, I'm known to panic so I yell for Samah and his calm demeanor seemed to help me a little.  Of course the entire time I'm thinking I don't have anyone to keep him, I have a meeting today and a meeting to prepare for.  What is a MOMMY to do......stay home with her baby.  What is an EMPLOYEE to do.......go to work and preform the necessary tasks.  Jaire didn't seem bothered so I gave him benadryl and took him to daycare.  I explained to his teacher to phone me if he seemed the least bit bothered.  Of course I'm at work but really worried about my baby boy so I texted his teacher periodically to check on him. 

Well......he made it until 3:30pm when I received the call that he won't calm down and seems to have a fever.  Okay.....MOMMY mode, it's time to retrieve my baby.  Of course the pediatrician's walk in hours end at 4:00pm so I head to Urgent Care.  Good news.......he's okay it will just take some time for him to be back to himself.  Phew!!

Now, home to cook dinner and finish the tasks I was unable to complete at work.  EMPLOYEE in full effect and it is complete.  I'm ready for my next meeting tomorrow.  YES!!

"Maya" is what I hear.  Jamir is up and has puked all over himself and his bed.  He requires another bath that dad is giving him but mommy has puke clean-up duty.  MOMMY mode is back.

1:30 am and I hear my laundry still going yet everyone else is resting well.  I love my hats they each have their own fulfillment but some days I'm reminded that I only have one head so I must allow God's strength to perform while I'm merely a vessel.  Good Night All!!

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  1. great post Maya!!!! and so true lots of hats are worn by moms every day!! Its hard to switch gears sometimes too, isn't it?! Its amazing what we can achieve when we don't put our confidence in our abilities but instead learn to lean on God in every situation. Hugs you keep on blogging!!

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