Transition of MzzA

Have you ever experienced moments that prove your growth and it still startles you?   I have been having such moments rather often lately and I can only giggle at myself.   I have prayed often that God will elevate my maturity in him as well as in the world.   On many occasions we are hurt, experience conflict or even hurt others because of our lack of maturity spiritually as well as emotionally.   I remember reaching a period in my personal life a couple years ago that I made a choice to seek God, praying that my heart will be renewed and my mind will be more understanding in God.   That I would not have such emotional unrealistic responses to things that I did not like or made me uncomfortable especially with regards to my personal relationships.   I asked to be emotionally intimate with my husband so that we may communicate on a different level to help us both grow both together as a couple, as parents and as individuals.   For me to also be emoti...

Over the last couple weeks I’ve encountered a number of individuals experiencing difficult moments.   During challenging moments in life it is extremely hard to take complete control of your emotional/mental self.   This is something that I find many people struggle with silently; I also find that some aren’t even aware of the struggle.   Well with me being such a planning, high strung individual most of my life of course my emotions run away from me every now and then…..Okay, Okay…..quite often.   Lol   Well in recent years I’ve become more faithful to true ‘Belief”, although I have found this to be a challenge I’m determined not to live depending upon the world or natural things to fulfill me yet reach higher.   Yes, I know too many individuals this sounds unreal but I’m here as living proof that it works.   I feel that God had a strategic plan for darkness and light.   Many do evil in darkness and darkness can be fearful.   We walk to o...