Reality.....Check, Check

Blah, blah, blah, blah.....why, why, why?? Ever have those types of moments when doing laundry, feeding children, bathing another child, preparing dinner only to then have to put away the laundry and clean the kitchen. All of this going on around just you it seems because everyone else is laying around watching tv, playing games and reading funny facebook posts. Well I just had that moment not many days ago. A serious case of the woe is me!!! lol

Well not many hours following my moment....my love was involved in a car accident, much more than a fender bender but his life was saved. On my trek to the hospital after calmly dropping off the twins....God was sure to remind me of my 'woe' moment and that it could have very well been my last 'woe' wifey moment. I could only cry and bask in the grace that once again had been bestowed upon my family. In this I'm reminded that although we will have rough moments (financial difficulties, tired, not enough time) we must respect what has been provided to us.

Nothing like a nice Check...Check.....to remember that all is well that praise well inspite of and I shall do just that. Until again!

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